Another Day in the Life of Turdlock the Tadpoie

Writer's Block: If these walls could talk

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 12:38:00 GMT

Would you rent or buy the home of your dreams if a brutal murder had taken place there? What if you got to live there rent-free? Would you think twice if neighbors warned you that it was haunted?

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Hehe, well, I don't think I would. I mean, it depends on where I was living at the time, but over all, no. I'm like a supernatural deadzone, meaning nothing scary has ever happened to me, but I don't want to chance it. Plus, no one would ever come over. Sigh.

haha. Don't you love me?

Btw, all night I've been watching Disney Movies. Cinderella, Beauty and the Beast, Aladdin, and Pocahontas. :D

'Arry Potter Survey!!

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Tue, 03 Nov 2009 22:24:32 GMT

Hmm.... I have a question before starting this surrrrrrvay. :D So, I wrote this oneshot fanfic... and it's basically just a huge sex scene. It's like... pornish. XD It's also between two girls. I'm wondering if I should post it on FanFiction.net. Hmm... Maybe I'll post it here and then get my currage up. There's hardly any girlgirl fiction on FFnet. haha. Oh well, onto the Harry Potter-ness! :D

Question 1:What is your favorite Harry Potter book and why? Least favorite?
My favorite Harry Potter book is Prisoner of Azkaban! Why? It got me into the HP books. :D I hated them until I watched the movie over and over and was like "Hmm, maybe THIS book will be better and more interesting than the other book I tried to read." My Least favorite would be Chamber of Secrets. The only reason is because I tried to read that one first, and I couldn't get into it at all. :(

Question 2:What is your favorite Harry Potter movie and why? Least favorite?
My fav wold be POA, followed by HBP. :D Cause it got me into Harry Potter and HBP made me giggle and almost cry. :D

Question 3:Who is your favorite character?
Neville, Snape, Harry, and Draco. :D I love them. And then Albus S. Potter, who owns me. haha. :D But then there's Remus, Theodore Nott, Dumbledore, Ron, and Teddy Lupin. And then there's others. haha. But Nev, Snape, and Har are me loves.

Question 4:What is your favorite spell?
Hmm... probably Accio and Lumos. :D

Question 5:Who is your favorite teacher at Hogwarts?
Snape, McGonagall, Lupin, and Dumbledore in that order. :D

Question 6:Who is your favorite Death Eater (Voldemort included)?
Severus Snape! Then RAB! I love him! And Fanfiction!Voldy is cool too.

Question 7:Who is your favorite Hogwarts Student?
Neville, Harry, and Draco of course! With Theodore Nott, coming in a close fourth.

Question 8:What house would you want to be in? Which house do you think you would be sorted into?
I think I'd like to be sorted into Slytherin. :D Just because. I like the colors, and I'd rather be sneaky then brave, and I'm not thirsting for knowledge, and I'm nowhere near hardworking. haha. But, if I were sorted I have no doubt that I would be sorted into Hufflepuff. haha. But I think I'd beg for Slytherin. :D

Question 9:Would you join the Order or the Death Eaters?
The Order, duh! I'm totally anti-killing.

Question 10:If you could choose any character to be your boyfriend/girlfriend, who would it be?
Ohhh.... Dang. I would say Neville, but he's too shy. So... Harry or Theo Nott. :D Or Remus. I love love love Remus.

Question 11:Who would be your best friend?
Um, depending on the age thingy: Remus and/or Snape. Harry and/or Theodore Nott and/or Luna Lovegood. Albus Potter and/or Teddy Lupin and/or Lily Potter 2nd.

Question 12:Warner Brothers postponed the release date of the Half-Blood Prince movie to July of 2009. What are your thoughts on this?
"Dangit! I have to wait to NOT see it when it comes out in theatres." ;) See, when it came out I never got to see it, even though all my friends (even the ones who don't like HP) saw it before me. I had to look it up on the internet to see it. I was a bit stoked by Twilight, though, so I didn't mind to much. And it shortened to ammount of time between the next release. :D

Question 13:What is your favorite magical creature?
Man, I don't know. Maybe a Threstal, or the Giant Squid... well that's not really a MAGICAL creature, but shush. Let me pretend.

Question 15:Would you like to throw Dolores Umbridge into a boiling vat of acid?
Nah, I'm too nice. She was a bitch, though, wasn't she?

Question 16:What character would you dress up as for Halloween?
Dude, I don't know. Harry? haha.

Question 17:How did you get your copy of The Deathly Hallows?
Okay, so I'm at Meagan's house and it comes out. We wake up in the morning, and I'm going to go home in a few hours and Meagan's mom comes in with it for Meagan. I was like "Ohh, I love Harry Potter!" and she was like "If I would have known I would have got you one." and I was like "O_O". haha. So, when I meet my mom to get myself home I was like "I have to get the new Harry Potter book!" and she was like "Okay." So we stopped by Walmart and I didn't feel like going in, so she went in a got it. When I got home I spent like a week looking at it, and I could not bring myself to read it. ;_; But then I finally did, and LOVED IT!!! And I totally cried at the Forbidden Forest part when Harry uses the Deathly Hallow to see the Ms+Lily.

Question 18:How did you get into Harry Potter?
I was okay with the movies until POA and then I loved it, so I went to where I kept the POA book that my mom had bought at a Yard Sale that she thought I liked. I was hooked after that.

Question 19:What is one memorable experience you have had involving the series?
One? Dude, I don't know. I have to list more than one! Me crying in my room reading Deathly Hallows, reading a bit of the Epilogue at Meagan's, me with my Mammaw Dorthy at age, like 9, pointing to the CoS book and her saying "are you sure you'll read that?", being super spitefull and feeling angry about watching HBP online, since everyone had watched it without me. haha. I was totally like "I don't even want to watch it now. I TOLD Chelsea I'd pay for her ticket if she'd at least watch it with me, but she already went, so I don't even want to watch it anymore." Yeah, that lasted. ;)

Question 20:Have you ever seen a movie you were not particularly interested in, simply because it had a Harry Potter actor in it?
Nope. Seriously, I'm not big on the actors, just the characters they play. :D

Question 21:Would you go to Hogwarts, Durmstrang, or Beaubatons?
Is there really a question? Hogwarts, silly.

Question 22:What was your favorite Triwizard task?
The third. Mazes creep me out (The Shining did that too me I think), but I loved reading it!

Question 23:Before you read The Deathly Hallows, what was your opinion of Snape?
I liked him. I was saddened by him AKing D-Man, but I had faith in him. :D I've always liked Snape. :D

Question 24:Do you read or write fanfiction?
Um, yah! :D I do both! I even almost dabbled in RolePlay, but then I was like, Nah... haha.

Question 25:Which spell do you wish you could use in real life?
Accio! and Lumos. The refilling spell would be pleasant too, but not maditory. :D

Question 26:What position would you play in Quidditch?
Hmm... Keeper, or Seeker. :D Probably Keeper, though.

Question 27:What was your favorite moment in any of the books?
There's so many!! Epilogue! I'm such a AlScor Fangirl. haha. Um, in DH when Harry goes into the forest with the souls of Ms+LilyEP with him. When Snape see the Marauders Map in POA, when Sirius, Remus, and Snape, meet in POA. When Draco tries to kill D-Man in HBP. Whenever Harry acts all badass and tough. :D When Snape *BEEP*s and gives Harry his memories. There's probably more, but this is all I can think of.

Question 28:What event in the series did you wish had happened differently?
Remus, Fred, and Snape! Some should have gotten Snape some anti-venom and a bandaid!!

Question 29:Would you join the DA?
Yep! I'd be chicken shit, but I'd join anyway!!

Question 30:Do you think Voldemort has EVER had a girlfriend?

Yes, but not as Voldemort. Maybe as Tom Riddle. He was a teenager after all. We can't all be like poor little Christin.

Question 31:What name from the series would you be willing to change your own name to?
No one.... I like my name. haha. But, hey I'd marry some of the boys in HP and change my last na,e. haha. :D

Question 32:What type of wand would you have?
Oh, I knew this one! I totally made a wand in a fanfictionthat was based off of me! Um, eleven inches, birch, with a pheonix fether core. Nice and flexible. :D

Question 33:What would your pet be?
A nice kitty cat! :D Or an owl... but probably a cat. :D

Question 34:If you could belong to any family in the series, which would it be?
I'd like the Weasleys, but I've been poor for too long. haha. So the Potters or Long Bottoms. :D Maybe the Lupins? haha. By marriage of course. ;)

Question 35:Which Hallow would you most like to have?
The cloak. I'd totally dig being invisible. I'd be too chicken to actually use to Elder Wand, and I'd have almost no use for the stone, since there's not many dead people I'd love to talk to. Much.

Question 36:What is your favorite horcrux?
Hmm... The Diary. :D It TALKS to you! huzzah.

Question 37:Ever seen Potter Puppet Pals?
Yes! The Mysterious tiking noise with Harry freaking the flip out. LMAO. And Wizard Angst.

"I'm feeling cranky and prepudesant today and I don't know why. Grrr. I'm going to take it out on people I like."
"My parents are dead, my life sucks, I can't hold down a girlfriend, and I'm surronded by fucking goblins and shit all the time! I mean, what the fuck?"

Hehe.

Question 38:What would your patronus be?
Hmm... a... bear? Yeah! It would be a bear.

Question 39:What would be your animagus form?
Hmm... maybe a Sloth? haha. But, yeah, maybe a Sloth. haha.

Question 40:Who is your favorite Marauder?
Remus! He was the nice one. :D

Question 41:If you went to Diagon Alley, where would you go first?
Olivanders!!!!! Cause I totally want a wand. Mmhmm. then Gringotts. :D Riding the carts would be greatness.

Question 42:Favorite member of the Black family?
Sirius! :D I'm totally serious. XD haha. But then Reggy. :D I like him a lot.

Question 43:Favorite member of the Weasley family?
Ron. :D Then Fred, George, Arthur, Bill, Fanfiction!Percy, and then the next generation lot.

Question 44:Who should have won the Triwizard Cup?
Hmm... Cedric. :D Then Whatshisface... Victor? Yeah, Vicky boy.

Question 45:Who is your favorite actor in the films?
Rupert Grint! Then the man who plays Snape, and then the actress who plays McGonagall, then the second man who plays D-Man. Oh, and the actor who does Voldy and the actress who plays Bellatrix. :D

Question 46:(insert actor here) should totally play (insert character here).
Um, I don't know. haha. I like the people they put in for everyone. :D Maybe Johnny Depp for Sirius, but he couldn't pull off "sickly prison" Sirius very well.

Question 47:What would you wear to the Yule Ball?
Haha. Pants. ;) Nah, I'd wear a pretty dress. Mmhmm.

Question 48:How many times have you read the series?
Um, the whole series... almost all the way. Yes, that's right, I still haven't finished the first book. I basically know everything that happens in it, though, so I usually count it. I've read CoS 1 1/2 times, POA around 3 times, GoF 1 1/4 times, OotP around 1 3/4 times, HBP one time and I read like the first couple chapters after that, DH one time, but I've read the epilogue multiple times and the Snape part too. :D

Question 49:Who is your favorite couple?
All of the Canon pairings. :D I also like HarryDraco (High Definition Slash), AlScor, SnapeRemus, RemusSirius (mentionings I don't like reading it), and I like ONLY ONE HarryVoldemort story. *shifty eyes* Yeah, I know.

Question 50:Did you like this survey?
Sure. :D

Writer's Block: Nature or nurture

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Wed, 28 Oct 2009 22:01:31 GMT

Do you think your moods are controlled by your brain chemistry or that your brain chemistry dictates your moods? Do you believe people are born with particular emotional temperaments or that they are primarily shaped by environmental factors?

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The first question seems like it's asking the same thing, so I'll just skip it. I basically get what it's saying, and I'm half in half about it. :D

I think, that people are born with a disposition toward some things, like calmer or the opposite, but I think everyone is born as a clean slate, personality wise. I've known anough people, with enough problems, admitted or not, and I know most of the reasons behind the problems. Unfortunately, I know the reasons for my own personality quirks, and I can find nothing but one thing that, more than likely, couldn't have been cause by the people around me. As for the one thing I can't explain, it's the one thing I'm proud of. I care about every single person around me, and not around me, and would hate to see anyone hurt. :D Not that I can stop my other personality quirks getting in that way. I tend to ignore people when I'm in a sad mood. *shrug*

But, back ot the point. Chemicals are a part of us, and it does effect our moods. I've been on enough anti-depressants (not that many actually, but enough to know) to know that chemicals play a big part in how you're feeling and you actions. I was violent very much in freshman year. And, well, anyone who knows me, knows I'm not violent. At all. :D

Hmm... so, yeah I'm a "nurture" believer. There's a bit of Nature at work, but mostly it's the actions around us. :D I'll give examples and then head off.

One of my friends was yelled at by her mother almost every time she saw her. She has a tendency to snap and yell at the younger people around her now, even though she hates that she does it.
Another of my friends had a mother who either ignored her, yelled at her, or involved her in things she shouldn't until older. She now has a child that she wanted since she was 12, and lives like an adult, partying until she got her child, and has a tendency to go off on people.
Another of my friends had a mother who had a tendency to go crazy, and a father that put her off on other people. She now has three kids, does things for attention that could hurt herself, gets into relationships that are damaging to her and her children, and is a druggie.
Me? There's a couple things that I can't even begin to go into. XD But I'll let you in on one.
I found a bunch of sexual things before I knew what they were, I was taught sex very, very early, and one or two other things. I am flippant about sex, not connecting emotion with it. :D It's just two bodies coming together to feel good. :D You can get emotion with it if you want, but it doesn't mean it unless you want it to. :D

There ya go. There's other friends, but I need to respect their privacy. :D

Writer's Block: Bucket list

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Mon, 19 Oct 2009 03:52:43 GMT

If you found out you only had six months left to live, what would you do with the rest of your life? Do you have a "bucket list"?

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I tried to make a bucket list once, after watching the movie. :D I think I would spend of week of the six months crying though. It's my dream to have children. I want them so bad that sometimes its an ache in my heart. :) Haha, having a kid right now though would be very stupid of me. I have no job, no home of my own, and no way to really support the little thing. I mean, me and my mom are barely getting along as it is. Ah, money troubles. XD I guess I shoudn't be too hard on my situation. Chelsea's in the same boat AND pregnant. Dang.

But, I think I'd go on to the dating scene big time if I had six months to live. I mean it's completely against Christian belief, but I want to have lots of GOOD sex before I die. XD I'd take part in a threesome too. XD I'd get flat out, piss drunk, wasted, since I havent' before. I'd totally write a book, since I'd have a deadline, and make sure that sucker's published. So the book would have to be written in a month and use the rest of it to get it edited and published.

Sigh. There's a bunch of stuff I'd like to do, but I guess I'd just spend it with all of my family. I don't think I could tell them though, until at least a week before. No one would take it well.

:D Man, that question was depressing. Thanks LiveJournal! *sarcasm*

Sigh.

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Thu, 24 Sep 2009 02:10:28 GMT

I mother fucking hate Facebook. I'm fricking addicted and I can't go 8 fricking hours without going on there.

SHIT.

Okay, that's it. My computer's back and in action. It lost all it's stuff it's aquired for two and so years, but it's doing nicely. :D

That's all. :D

Writer's Block: On the (Job) Hunt

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Wed, 16 Sep 2009 03:26:41 GMT

What's the hardest part about looking for a new job?

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Not finding one. -_- Really, I can't find one AT ALL. So, I'm applying to pellissipi, if that's spelled right.

Another worst part? Not having the work experience for anyone to hire you. Not having enough GOOD references. Going to two interviews at McDonald's and not being hired ONLY because the second person who "interviewed" (see:turned away with only two words) you was a bitch and didn't like the person you knew who worked there.

I fucking need a job like fucking crazy. We seriously don't have that much money coming in after Daniel's death, and it sucks ass.

On a good note! My laptop is coming home tommorrow!!!

On a bad note! MY harddrive was totally gone and I lost everything I had on there. -_- At least all my stories are stored somewhere safe. But my AMVs are regretably gone. DAMNIT! I had sony Vegas 0.7!!!!

Okay I'm done. Enough ranting. :D

"Do You Smoke Weed?"

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Thu, 10 Sep 2009 11:05:36 GMT

So, your older cousin is giving your younger cousin a talkng to and he turns to you out of nowhere, looks you in the eye and asks "Do you smoke weed?" what the hell do you answer.

You answer with a big fat NO of course. haha. This happened to me today.

No, I do not smoke weed, but I have to say I have tried it. Nothing special, really.

I don't do drugs. I think its stupid and unhealthy and so completely dangerous, I WILL punch my friends in the faces if they do them. Really. I've never hit anyone in my life, but I would surely hit them. I'm a weird one like that. hehe.

That's all by the way.

byebye.

OMG

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Sat, 05 Sep 2009 05:49:45 GMT

Surprisingly, this almost made me cry. I miss being a kid so much.

You're a 90's kid if:

You can finish this 'ice ice _'
You remember watching Doug, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the Brain, Bobby's World, Felix the cat, The Tick...AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiiiiiin west philidelphia born and raised . . ."
You remember TGIF, Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World.
You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
You remember reading "Goosebumps"
You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence . . . not
If you remember seeing hot tub bubbles make bubbly sounds before every music video on VH1.
when everything was settled by rock paper scissors..or bubble gum bubble gum in a dish...eeny meeny miney mo...and even better daddy had a donkey inky binky bonky.
You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time.
"Where in the World is Carmen San Diego?" was both a game and a TV game show.
Captain Planet. He's a Hero.
You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green ranger, were meant to be together.
You remember when Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis became popular.
You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny.
You remember watching Home Alone 1, 2 , and 3 . . . and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders"
You remember watching The Magic School Bus, Wishbone, and Reading Rainbow on PBS.
You remember when Yo-Yos were cool.
You remember those Where's Waldo books.
You remember eating Warheads.
You remember watching the 1st Batman, Aladdin, Ninja Turtles, and 3 Ninjas movies.
You remember Ring Pops.
You remember drinking Surge, and Tang.
If you remember when every thing was "da BOMB!"
When they made the new lunchables so that you could make pizza AND tacos.
You remember boom boxes vs. cd players.
Making those little paper cootie-catcher things, and then predicting your life with them.
You played and/or collected "Pogs"
You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere.
. . . Furbies
Saved By The Bell was the coolest show ever!
You haven't always had a computer, and it was cool to have the internet.
And Windows 95 was the best.
You watched the original cartoons of Rugrats, Power Rangers, and Ninja Turtles.
Michael Jordan was a king.
YIKES pencils and erasers were the stuff!
All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.
You remember when the new Beanie Babies and Talking Elmo were always sold out.
You collected those Beanie Babies.
Mortal Kombat was awesome--the game and the movie
Carebears
Gak was the coolest stuff invented.
Lambchop's song never ended.
The old dollar bills.
Silver dollars, which were cool to have.
You remember a time before the WB.
You collected all the Troll dolls
You had to read Weekly Reader's in class.
If you even know what an original walkman is.
You remember wanting to sit on the orange Nickelodeon couch.
You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"
You know the Macarena by heart.
"Talk to the hand" . . . enough said
You always said, "Then why don't you marry it?!"
You remember trying to collect all 150 original pokemon cards but never could and if you did you thought you were all that!
You remember Highlight's magazine.
You went to McDonald's to play in the playplace.
You remember playing on merry go rounds at the playground.
Before the MySpace frenzy . . .
Before the Internet & text messaging . . .
Before Sidekicks & iPods . . .
Before MIKE JONES . . .
Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX . . .
Before Spongebob . . .
Back when you put off the 5 hours of homework you had every night.
When light up sneakers were cool.
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.
When gas was 0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was The new thing.
When we recorded stuff on VCRs.
When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off of our walkmans.
When gameboy was a brick.
You did MASH to figure out your future
When you weren't cool unless you had a Starter jacket.
Way back.
Before we realized all this would eventually disappear.
Who would have thought you'd miss the 90's so much!!

I have this strange urge to play MASH or Super Mario Bros All Stars right now. :(

Damn, why can't gas be that cheap again. And why won't "where in the world is Carmen Sandiago?" (probably not spelled right, but I don't feel like looking up. XD) come on anymore! And why isn't Video Stop open anymore! Most won't know what Video Stop is. It was a video store that I use to go to when I was younger. We knew the owners so well that I, at 8 years old, could get any movie and sign for it even with it an R movie. :( And they had a huge wall of Super Nintendo Games! Gah, I miss those days. When I didn't give a crap about who did what, who was getting knocked up, and I was so sure that I was going to fall in love with Ian Berry... or Bam Margera, well that was after the 90's, but whatev. XD haha.

Peace out!

Live without Warning.

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Fri, 28 Aug 2009 15:10:57 GMT

New Naruto manga is out. I fucking love Gaara. Where is Naruto? Sasuke's a dick that I love. Iwa's Kage is giggle worthy. I still hate Danzou. Mizukage is racking up points. Suigestu is all funnylike. Zabuza is probably rolling over in his grave. Why isn't anyone asking about Tsunade? Where is Naruto?!

I think a Halloween Sequel is going to come out... Not a Rob Zombie version either... hmmm... I'm a fucking Seer. ;)

Pray for my Mammaw.

Survey!

How old was the last person you kissed?
17, probably 18 now.

When was the last time that you were genuinely happy?
Hmm... don't know really.

If you took a drug test right now, would you pass?
Yeppers!

Have you ever snuggled with someone you weren't dating?
Yes... I regret the guy, but not my momma!

What do you think about abortions?
I don't like them, and I think they're wrong. I am pro-choice though.

Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
Nope. I'd rather him not anyway. haha.

Is it usually easy for someone to make you smile?
Yep! I'm a happy person.

Do you like silver or gold better?
Silver. It's prettier.

Do you know anyone who smokes pot?
Yep.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?
Depends on how much actually.

Your last ex shows up at your house and asks for you back, you say...?
Fuck these questions.

Your best friend randomly starts hating you. What do you do?
I'd ask what the hell I did wrong.

Was last night terrible?
Not that I know of. :D

Has a boy sat on your bed before?
Yep. He's now married to one of my BFFs. haha.

What were you doing 12 AM last night?
Hmm... I think I was on the computer.

Does it make you mad when people stare at you?
Not really, it just makes me uncomfortable.

Who was the last person you had a conversation with on the phone?
Chelsea.

What do you currently hear right now?
Green Day, Brain Stew. Just came on. :D

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Dont know, actually.

Do you wish you never dated someone you dated?
Seriously, fuck these questions.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a J?
Hmm... Nope.

What was a highlight of your day?
Um, I'm about to get coffee. haha. And something about Halloween. :P

Does your ex miss you?
Fuck. These. Questions.

Do you curse in front of your parents?
Nope. It's weird. I'll slip up in front of my mom though.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
I slept a lot with my mom when I was little, but other than that, nope.

Do you still talk to the person you last kissed on the lips?
Nope, and I kinda don't want to. At all.

Does anyone hate you?
Not that I know of. I'd hope not.

What are you doing tonight?
I don't know. There's still a lot of day left.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Yes.

Ever seen your best friend cry?
Yes. I don't like it.

Have you ever played a Wii?
Yep. I totally almost beat my dad's ass at Tennis. :P Lost big time with Kaila on Guitar Hero though. But that's no surprise.

Where were you at 2:00 this morning?
Nope. I woke up at 3am though. haha.

What color are your eyes?
Brown! I like my eyes.

What's something that bothers you about girls?
Girls are just so... ugh, I don't like them.

Would you ever dye you hair blond?
NO! People want me to! Why?!

Is something bothering you?
Hmm... not really.

How do you feel about the last person who kissed you?
I don't feel anything. :D

If you had to choose someone to sleep next to every night, and wake up to who would it be?
HAven't met him yet. :D

What would your last name be if you married the last person you kissed?
Um... I don't know his last name. XD

Is there a difference between love and being in love?
Yeppers.

Are you someone's best friend?
Yes, I'd like to think so. :D

Are you taller than your dad?
Nope. He's about a head taller than me.

If the last person you kissed tried to kiss you again, would you kiss back?
Sure. I need to get practice some way. So does he actually. haha.

How long until your next birthday?
Hmm... Next june... 11 months? somewhere around there.

What time did you go to sleep last night?
around 3:45pm. haha

Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you, but spelled differently?
Nope. Logan isn't pelled that differently with anyone. Actually, I don't know anyone with my middle name...

What color is your shirt?
Pink, white, and beige striped. :D

Would you rather have long or short hair?
Short. I've had long hair for way too long. haha.

Do you hate being alone?
Nope. But for long periods, I don't like it.

What's your favorite season of the year?
Winter. :D It's coming!

Do you miss anyone?
Sometimes.

Are any of your friends virgins?
Hmmm... no I don't think any of them are.

Day been rough?
Not yet.

Who is the next person you will kiss?
Don't know. Hope it's someone who kisses like the first guy. He kissed good. :D

Why did you even kiss the last person you kissed?
Um, we wanted to? haha.

Have you ever slow danced with someone?
Haha, I'm so pathertic. The only perosn I've slowdanced with it my dad. XD

Have you ever kissed a blue-eyed person?
Um, maybe? We were in dim lighting all the time. XD

Have you ever slept on the floor with a person you like?
Nope.

What was the last song you sang along to?
Um, FeFe Dobson, one of her songs. I might have sung along with Green Day that's playing right now, but I can't remember. haha.

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
I might, but I wouldn't want to change anyone.

Do you have a cat?
Yes! I love my Thomas! (Tom)

How about a dog?
Yes, Sadie is a sweetheart, who would let my mom sleep this morning. haha.

Does your stomach hurt?
Not at the moment.

How is the person you last kissed doing?
I don't know. I personally don't care, as long as he's not dead, or suffering.

What would you do if your grandfather died?
Both of my blood grandfathers are dead. But it would be horrible if my Step Papaw Clay died. For me and my mom and mammaw.

What would you like to name your first son?
Brandom Shane. :D Maybe, if the father of the child didn't like it, Jareth Micheal Christopher or Damien Cole.

Do you think younger siblings are annoying?
Yeah, but they're suppose to be. haha.

When someone says stupid stuff do you laugh?
Sometimes. :D

Whats your phone provider?
Which phone?

Do you like football?
Eh, not really, no.

When you say good bye to someone do you hug them?
Sometimes. If I'm close to them, yeah, but if I'm not, it depends on if they make the first move. haha.

okay, good bye, I'm not reading it over or putting it on friends only. :D HAve a nice day!

Survey. Bluemoon! she saw me standin' alone! Without a dream in my heart. Without a love of my own.

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Thu, 27 Aug 2009 06:20:36 GMT

Are you going to be one hundred percent honest?
Well, as far as I know I always am. Don't have a reason not to be on these things.

The shirt your wearing, where did you get it?
Hmm... can't remember! I think my mom gave it to me.

Where do you work?
No where. Hopfully that'll change.

If your girlfriend/ boyfriend broke up with you tonight, what would you do?
Don't have one to break up with me. :P

Are you gonna be home tonight?
It's where I am, and where I'lll be tomorrow. :P

Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
More than likely. Can't think of any off the top of my head though.

Someone knocks on your window at 2 am, what do you say?
In thirty minutes? Well, I'd probably go into the living room and tell me mom. "Momma there's someone knocking on the window."

Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you?
Yes. I', premanently awkward. Ask my sister.

Do you hate being alone?
More or less. Aka, not really.

What do you usually do first in the morning?
Pee, and then get something to drink.

Are you smoking a "cig" right now?
Nope, but I'm about to light one. ...Yes I am rihgt now. :P

Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
Not really... no I don't think so.

What happened at 3:00pm today?
I got reading to go to Ashley's Salon.

Does your profile song have a meaning?
Which profile song? haha.

Do you miss the way things used to be?
Depends. I miss some thigns, but not others.

Do you care what people think about you?
To a certain extent about different things.

Did any particular thing brighten up your day today?
I watch My Little Pony: The Movie and Bedtime Stories.

If there was a large spider in the room, would you stay?
Once I killed it, or had someone else kill it for me. :P

What do you hear right now?
Straight to Video, by Mindless Self Indulgence. Awesome band.

Do you miss anyone right now?
Hmm... maybe Chelsea. and I kinda miss my Sister, Kim, my stepmom and my Dad a bit. I kinda have the urge to see them.

Do you have good memories with old friends?
Yes! A bunch. :D

Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
Yeppers. :D

Do you get along with most girls?
I get along with pretty much everyone. I don't like girls that much though.

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
Nope. I was awake the whole night. :P

Who was your last IM from?
Chelsea. It's been a LONG time though.

Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
Yes.

Have you kissed more than ten people this year?
Nope. Not even in my life. :(

Last time you were happy?
Today.

Were you single on your last birthday?
And all the birthdays before that. :(

Do you talk a lot?
Depends on who I'm with. :D

Ever been in a situation where you had to be around your ex every day?
Um, no.

Today, would you rather go forward a week or back a week?
Forward! I really really want to go forward.

Is there anything stressing you out currently?
Kinda. ...Yes. there is.

If your ex called you right now, would you answer?
Gah, I hate these questions. How many times do I have to explain I've never been in a relationship!!

Did anyone see your last kiss?
Maybe? I don't know if Chelsea had gone out of the room yet.

Has anything shocking happened lately?
Yes.

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants or pajama pants?
Pajamas!

Is there someone that you believe you will always be attached to?
Yes. But not in a romantic way. :D

Do you like thunderstorms?
No. Never have.

Has an ex ever wanted you back after they left you?
I'm not answering this. Fuckers.

Do you feel you'll ever get back together with your first boyfriend?
No answering.

Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Not that I know of.

Is someone on your mind right now?
My sister Ashley, my stepbrothers, and my mom.

If you could spend more time with someone you used to be very close with, who would it be?
My friend Katie. I wish I knew how to contact her.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone & what did you talk about?
I'm taking ot chelsea at the moment.

Are you listening to music?
Yeppers.

Is there someone you used to talk to everyday but don't anymore?
Yes.

Plans for Saturday?
Hair show.

Are you currently frustrated with someone?
Not that I know of. :P

Last thing you and your boyfriend/ girlfriend talked about?
I hate you.

Who's the first girl you'd go to if you needed to talk?
Chelsea. :D

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
Nope.

Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
It was yes, but now it's no. I kind of reget it a bit.

Do you like what the ocean does to your hair?
The last time I went to the ocean I was 11. I don't know what it does to my hair.

How many times is A in your full name?
Two times. AND IT IS NOT IN MY FIRST NAME! *hulks out*

What's the weather like outside?
I don't know. The windows are blocked off.

What are you doing tonight?
Sufin the internet.

Who will you be sleeping with tonight?
Me, my self, and I.

Do you get mad when people smoke around you?
I LIKE it.

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
YES! It really bothers me.

Did you accept or deny your last friend request?
Accept. :D Cause I'm all nice. And I have like 54 friends.

When will you get your next peircing and what will it be?
I won't be getting any. I can never keep them.

Have you ever told anyone you loved them and meant it?
Well, yes. Not in a romantic way though.

Do you like to spend time with people?
Sure!

Anything good happening tomorrow?
Not that I know of.

Do you think you have made anyone happy recently?
I hope so.

Do you like to cuddle?
Sure! I love it!

Meet anyone new this year?
Yeppers!

Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
Yes, but that would really hurt me, if Chelsea told my biggest secret she the only one who knows it.

Slept together with the opposite sex without having sex?
Duh! :D

RIP

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Thu, 20 Aug 2009 12:04:35 GMT

Tonight between the hours of 12am and 3am my stepfather died. He wasn't mister perfect, but he made my mom happy, and, really, that's all that matters.

He suffered from liver cancer, but he didn't have to suffer for that long, which is a blessing, to both him and my mother. I hope he is somewhere in heaven, though I don't know for sure if he was saved, and he is happy.

Please keep him in your though and/or pray for him, where ever he is.

RIP Daniel Tillisch. Husband, father, and son.

FanFiction Meme. :P Non-firends only. Cause I'm cool like that.

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Sun, 09 Aug 2009 07:49:46 GMT

1. Which is your favorite fic?

Very hard to decide. Probably Borders, since it's one of the ones I've had in my head the longest (we're ignoring all my half started Naruto stories that are sitting on my laptop's dead harddrive) and I've got a lot of plans for it. And I just plain love the pairings. hehe.

2. Which is your best-received fic?

Um, well, Runs in the Family. It has a heaping number (to me, yo) of reviews. 28 of them. It makes me so happy. :D I was hoping people liked it. haha. Also my Minato OneShots did really well, and my Loveless one, In a Name. :D

3. Which is your worst-received fic?

Assasination in the Moonlight. It only had one review and that review was a critique. I didn't mind that though, because I totally see that it's not that good of a oneshot, even if I like it. haha.

4. Which is your angsty-est fic?

Um, Assasination in the Moonlight I guess, though Never Too Young has it's fair share of angst, along with In a Name. *shrugs* Who knows man. I'm just glad I didn't start writing fanfiction when I was around 14 and 15. haha.

5. Which is your funniest fic?

Well, Runs in the Family. :D It is my one stab at Humor after all. :D

6. Smuttiest?

The one that's currently nameless and sitting in a bunch of papers in my yellow notepad, halfway finished. I WILL finish it though, because I REALLY want to see if I can do a good yuri lemon. :D Yes, the whole thing is just a big sex scene. XD

7. Fluffiest?

Um, probably Payment, if you can count Young Naruto and Sasuke having a civil conversaton as fluff. haha. If not, then Runs in the Family for sure. :D

8. Have you ever made someone cry with a fic?

Not that I know of. *shrugs* I don't think any of my oneshots were that emo. haha. ...oh wait! I think someone said they teared up at Never too Young. :D

9. Which fic frustrates you the most?

Um... That One Thing. It's not even writing it that frustates me. It's thinking about what the hell I'm going to put it under for a category. X Men/Harry Potter/Kingdom Hearts/Naruto crossover? Where all the main characters of each are protrayed in equal ammounts. I can't even go with "Misc. Anime/Books/Movies" since they are ALL different. Game, Book, Movie, Anime. Gah, just thinking about it gives me a frickin headache.

10. Which fic was the most fun to write?

Runs in the Family, especially the first chapter. :D Borders is also fun to write, along with Four Minutes, because Axel just loves to make my day. :D

11. Who is your favorite OC you've ever created?

Oh, that's a hard one. Um, more than likely Ryn. She's from my WIP Signed With Blood from the Harry Potter Fandom. I had to write her, since everytime I'd open a Harry Potter book, she's be waiting in the back of my mind like "Hey, Ryn would have totally smacked Draco in the back of the head at that point." (she actually wouldn't really smack Draco, though. heh... a lot) I just had to write her. I love her attitude and the story behind her.

"Rie" will always have a place in my heart though. The reason why her name is in quotes is because I changed her name to Nao half way through the third chapter and a little after that I pretty much abandoned the story. Sigh. She'll always be Rie though. I may shove her somewhere else, but probably not. haha.

12. Are you better at oneshot or multipart?

Well, I'll always love Multiparts better, but I'm okay at doing very short oneshots. If I try to make them longer, they'll turn into multichaptered wonders. I just can't let a story go until it has had it's fill. haha.

13. What character do you think you're the best at portraying?

Um, I actually think Axel. It might just be because I feel like he's the easiest one to write for me, but I love writing him and his personality as a joker, but with a level of dangerousness just below the surface. I also like writing Roxas, depending on the story behind him. And I find writing Harry is nice and slightly easy (to me, I don't know if he's as in character as I would like), and Tsunade is also really easy to write.

14. What character is the most difficult to portray?

Naruto. Man, I don't know how to get his character right. I mean, I kow how I want him to act, but putting that down on type/paper is just so hard. Cluod and Leon are also kind of hard for me to get a hold of, Cloud more than Leon. Why, oh why, did I make Runs in the Family all about Cleon? It's like I stabbed myself in the knee, thinking I was just checking my reflexes. haha.

If you want a little peek at Borders and Signed With Blood you can look on my friend and see "Turdlock" name. It's my account to post stories. It's not updated a lot, but I randomly put things up. :D
Peace.

Sur-vayz. About Kingdom Hearts, yo.

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Sun, 09 Aug 2009 04:32:32 GMT

Kingdom Hearts Survey

How many times have you beaten KH1?:
Um, depends on what you mean? Playing through the whole game, or just beating to boss a bunch? Well, if it's the whole game then, 1 and 3/4th times. haha. OR if you're talking about "Ansem" then I don't even know man.

How many times have you beaten KH1: Final Mix?:
None. :( I don't have it, and I'd go crazy without the english voices and commands.

How many times have you beaten KH: CoM?:
Once. :D It was fun! I beat the Riku game in record time too. :D

How many times have you beaten KH2?:
I'm not counting the boss, because that's even more than KH1. haha. Um, three times. One for each level of dificulty. :D But, give me a little credit on my standard level game I'm up to level 94 and I've done almost everything I can do. I still can't find those two effing tresure chests in Twilight Town though. Pisses me off!

Plan on buying KH2: Final Mix ?:
Not unless they make it in english. I'm weird like that.

Favorite character?:
Sora/Roxas. Can't pick one, though I might lean a bit more towards Sora.

Least favorite character?:
If you would have asked me a couple months ago I would have said Selphie, since I hate her hair, but after I got into KaiSelph yuri, I can't hate her anymore. haha. So, it's be Xehanort's Heartless. :P

Favorite world?:
Oh man! Um, probably Radiant Garden/Hollow Bastion, Traverse Town, and The World that Never Was. :D

Least favorite world?:
Agrabah, hands down. Ick, I hate that world. Deep Jungle is a close second.

Favorite KH game?:
Kingdom Hearts 2. :D I just love it. :D

Least favorite KH game?:
Chain of Memories, Sora's version. I effing hate those cards so much it hurts.

Have you beat Reverse Rebirth?:
Yeppers! In record time too!

How many times?:
Once. :D Maybe after I get to level 99 in KH2 I'll try to beat it again.

Own any of the novels?:
Nope, but I read them on OneManga from time to time. :D

Favorite drive form?:
Anti-Form. :D Helped my kick Xigbar's ass the first time I played against him. :D

favorite org. member?:
Roxas, duh! :D

least favorite org. member?:
Hmm... probably Xaldin. He freaks me out a bit.

least favorite drive form?:
I'll have to say Wisdom, though I like all of them. :D

favorite keyblade?:
Oblivion, hands down. I felt so sad when I made the Ultimate Weapon and started to use it. :(

least fav keyblade?:
Eh, not really sure. It was Rumbling Rose, but that helped me way too much, for me to hate it now. So probably the Space Paranoids one.

got a KH3 theroy?:
Don't think so. haha. But if it ties into Birth by Sleep then I got a shit load.

if so, sumorize it.:
Don't even get me started is you want me to go into what I was talking about above.

favorite heartless?:
Shadows. They're so super cute. :D

least favorite heartless?:
Large Bodies!!! There are no words to describe how much I hate them. This included Fat Badits, since all they are are Large Bodies with a hat jacket and fire power. *spazs out*

fav nobody (not org.):
Hmm... I think those card ones. I think they're Gamblers? Maybe. Something like that. :D

least fav nobody (not org.):
Fucking Berzerkers (or how ever you spell their name). I'm on level 94 and they STILL give me a hard time!

favorite form of Ansem?:
You mean "Ansem". haha. Um, I hate the ship, even though it was easier for me to beat, it was just for frickin' complicated. So, I'd have to say the first form, right after you beat the Darkside for the whatever number time.

least fav form of ansem?:
"Ansem". Got to get this stuff right if you're gonna make a survey! And it's the ship. Like I said before way too frickin' complicated. haha.

fav summon?:
Um, well, Tinkerbell. I hate the character, but she saved me butt on more than one occasion.

least fav summon?:
All the ones in KH2. Really, what the hell do they do?

--

Kingdom Hearts Survey - For true fans!

Hello!:
Hi there!

How are you?:
Pretty okay, you?

Am I annoying?:
Not at the moment. It's hard to annoy me badly, so you're okay. :P (shiz I'm talking to text. The world is coming to an end. haha)

Should I get to the actual questions now?:
Probably. :D

General

How much do you love Kingdom Hearts?:
It's THE BEST thing ever. Duh! So, this much! *spreads arms wide*

Do you own the games?:
Yep!

Do you own the manga?:
Unfortunately, no.

Have you beaten KH1?:
Yep!

Have you beaten KH2?:
why, yes I have!

Have you beaten CoM?:
Didn't think I would, but I did!

Characters.

Top five favorite characters?
One: Sora!
Two: Roxas!
Three: Riku!
Four: Axel!
Five: Leon? Well, a KH Orginal would be best right? Probably Kairi.

Any character you're TOTALLY OBSESSED WITH?
Sora. :D And Roxas. They're my lovelies. haha.

Do you hate Kairi?:
Nope. I like her, yo.

Do you hate Sora?:
NO! Who can hate that cute/sexy face?

Favorite pairing? (OTP)?:
That's unfair and hard. RiSo (Riku/Sora/Riku) with AkuRoku closely following. hehe.

What pairing do you DESPISE?:
Um, RikuKairi. RoxasNamine. AxelLarxene. (WHY?!) XemnasSora! (wtf?) SoraNamine. (I can take the thought, but I can't handle it openly)

Do you like.....

Sora?:
Yepper!

Riku?: Why yes!

Kairi?: Yep!

Roxas?: Yesyesyes!

Namine?: PRetty much. haha. Yes, I do.

Xemnas?: He's pretty to look at, but otherwise, no.

Xigbar?: Yes!

Xaldin?: Nope! He freaks me out.

Vexen?: Not really.

Lexaeus?: I liked him better before I played ReCOM:R/R.

Zexion?: Yep! I like his hair.

Saix?: Nope, not at all.

Axel?: Why yes!!

Demyx?: Yep! Even though he was fricking hard to beat the first time I played.

Luxord?: Kinda. I liek him in this one fanfiction, but I'm nuetral about him other than that.

Marluxia?: Nope, not really. He's a bit daft, I think. XD

Larxene?: Not so much. Aka, no.

Donald?: He heals me like, whoah. The dude's always in my party.

Goofy?: Sure. I like his attitude. :D

King Mickey?: YES! I love him!

DiZ?: Eh, I'm like whatever about him.

Maleficent?: I actually really, really like her, surprizingly. She's jsu tthe only villan that's going to be there, no matter what. :D

Hayner?: Yeah.

Pence?: Yes!

Olette?: Sure, why not. :D

Leon?: Yeppers! I love him. :D

Cid?: Yeah, man, he smokes!

Aeris?: Yep, but I call her Aerith. Hmm... was her name Aeris in the first FFVII game or something?

Who did I forget?: A couple. Like Cloud, and some others's that I don't feel like mentioning. Cause, really, there's way to many frickin' characters.

Do you like the pairing of....

Sora/Riku?: YES!

Sora/Kairi?: More or less.

Riku/Kairi?: NO. That's all there is to that. I only like it if Sora's in there.

Sora/Roxas?: Eh, I can only stomach it if it's written well in fanfiction. Canon it's kinda like Masturbating.

Roxas/Namine?: Nope.

Axel/Roxas?: Yes! The first Yaoi pairing of KH that I fell for. :D

Vexen/Axel?: What? No.

Axel/Demyx?: Not really. Maybe if they were exes I could see that, but not staying together.

Xigbar/Demyx?: Kinda. I'm more of a Zemyx, girl. :D

Vexen/Xemnas?: Xemnas/Anybody scares the shiz out of me.

Marluxia/Larxene?: Yes, I like that pairing. :D

If not these, what others?: SorRikKai! Threesomes rock my world. And Cleon! And Zemyx. :D

This or that....

Sora or Riku?: Sora!

Sora or Roxas?: *cries* Sorry, Roxas, it's Sora.

Kairi or Namine?: Kairi, though I like Namine a lot.

Axel or Demyx?: Axel. Commit it to memory.

Vexen or Xaldin?: Vexen. Xaldin scurrs me.

Xigbar or Xemnas?: Xigbar, yo!

Favorite Organization XIII Member?: Roxas! :D

Traverse Town or Twilight Town?: Traverse Town. I could play that world Blindfolded. :D

Who's keyblade is best?: Sora's cause he's got all of 'em. haha.

Do you wish you had KH2: Final Mix?: If it was in English. :D ...well hell, I'd still like it because you can actually fight Roxas! And get his keyblade!

I do.: Well, that's nice. :D

Do you care?: Um, not really, but I don't have to care, ya know! (I'm truning into Rai, slowly but surely.)

I didn't think so. : You can read me like a book can't you? haha.

Is this enough questions now?: Kinda, I got a HarryDraco FanFiction to pick back up and a bowl of Chicken Noodle soup to eat, so more would just make me more tired. haha.

Are you irritated yet?: Nope, told ya it takes a bit to annoy me. :D

Goodbye.: Later dude. Peace out.

I didn't read this over... sorry. ♥

Stolen.

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Mon, 20 Jul 2009 01:55:15 GMT

دنیارابگوییدچطورآنهاانتخاباتمان دزدیده اند
Tell the world how they have stolen our election

- original post by one_hoopy_frood

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Another Non-Friends Only. What's the world coming to? Hehe

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 04:26:06 GMT

Woot, another survey. This one is ddeferent from the other one, tahnkfully. hehe.

When did you last cry?
It's been a long while, so I don't know.

What was the reason you last cried?
It might have been at my Papaw's funeral. Why? Well, my dad had a complete breakdown.

Do you consider yourself an emotional person?
Kinda. I get emotional from time to time, but I'm pretty good at hiding it.

Does anything hurt on your body?
Um, nothing at the moment. A couple things itching though. Grr.

Any current scabs or bruises?
Um, nope!

Are you klutsy or accident prone?
Eh, I use to, but I'm a bit better now. :D I ahve my moments.

Ever tripped over your own feet?
Yeppers.

How long has it been since you took vitamins?
It's been a long while.

When is the last time you took medicine?
Today actually. I took some alergy medichine. I hate sneezing.

What was the medicine for?
Um, *points above*

Ever had any illnesses or diseases?
Um, I don't think I have. XD I had chicken pox when I was little. XD haha

Do you get headaches often?
Nope. I consider myself lucky.

Do you have health insurance?
Not for long, but yeah, at the moment.

If so, who is it through?
Tencurrrrr. (Tencare)

Do you want plastic surgery?
Eh, not really.

If it was free, what 1 thing would you have done?
Boob lift, and or maybe a tummy tuck.

How much do you think it costs to have a boob job?
Hmm... around 3,000 to 5,000 I think. My sister is interested in them. XD

Do you have or want any tattoo's?
I have on and I want more!

If so, what do you have or want?
I have a heart with three swords going through it on my chest over my heart. And I'd like Sora's and Roxas necklaces on each of my wrists of foot. :D Obsessed with KH? Maaayyybbbeeee.

Would you consider permanent make-up?
Only Eyeliner.

What do you think is the perfect age to start having children?
24 or around that.

How many children would you like to have?
3 or more. :D

Do you already have names picked out of your future children?
I've got six names picked out. My first girl WILL be named Angela! I don't care what anyone says. :P

How effective is the pull out method when it comes to birth control?
IT IS NOT EFFECTIVE! My cousin got preggers that way. Precum is leathal too, you know.

What is your birth control method of choice?
Condom and Pills. But, I'm not taking the pills so I stick to condoms. Better safe than sorry, I say.

Ever had a pregnancy scare when you weren't planning?
Yep. But it was stupid, I don't know why the hell I thought I was. XD

Do you get along better with your mom or dad?
My mom. :D

When did you last speak to a family member?
Like 20 mintues ago.

How much do you spend on your parents for Christmas?
Um, I think I spent like 20 to 30 dollars on my mom last year...

Will you raise your children how you were raised?
More or less. :D

Are you a Christian?
Yeppers.

Do you consider yourself to be religious?
Somewhat.

When is the last time you attended a church service?
It's been a while. A couple months ago I think.

Do you want to have a closer relationship with God?
Sure, it's always a good thing to have.

Do you have anyone you can talk to about God and not feel judged?
Yes. Chelsea will accept what I think and share her own opinions. :D

Are you saving your money for any big purchase right now?
Nope. I have no money to save. :(

If you were given 1k dollars and had to use it on 1 purchase, what would you buy?
Camcorder probably. hehe.

EVERYBODY! Hope for my computer to get better. I'm on my mom's right now. Mine won't even come on. :((

A Not Friends Only Surrrrrveyyy. :D

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Sun, 28 Jun 2009 02:03:08 GMT

Not Friends only. Why? Hell if I know, I just felt like it. ;)

Do you still talk to your first kiss?
Um, no, but he was pretty darn good. I need to talk to him again. :D No, I do not count the girl that I kissed. XD

Are you in a relationship?
Nope. Unfortunately.

Do you get along with your parents?
Yeah. :D

How many siblings do you have?
3 Sisters. None of them all full sisters. XD

Do you get along with your siblings?
Now? Yes. When I was younger? My older sister was horrible to me.

What time do you usually go to bed?
It varies so much, there's no use in trying to set an average.

Do you like the last person you kissed?
Not really. I don't hate him or anything, but I don't like him either.

If someone likes you, would you want them to tell you?
YES! I have very little self confidence as it is. haha.

Have you ever written love letters?
Gah, yes. I never sent them though. haha. I was little.

Have you ever wrote a song about a crush?
Hmm... No, I haven't surrisingly.

Do you like a boy/girl to be taller or shorter than you?
Taller, or my height. Not too tall though. :)

Do your parents mind you having friends of the opposite sex over?
My mom wouldn't mind. :D But I really don't have that many guy friends. OR many friends that come over to my house. haha. My dad would have had a fit though. haha. But, I'm 19 now, so whatev, and I don't live with my dad anyways. :D

Do your parents mind you dating?
Nope, and I think I'm old enough by now to not have them have a say in who I date.

Does your dad get protective of you?
He tries, but he can't with him only seeing me like three times a year if that.

Have you ever been cheated on?
Nope.

Have you ever slapped/punched the opposite sex?
Naw. I've never punch or slapped anyone.

Do you like to hold hands?
Yep. :D

Are you afraid to cry infront of the opposite sex?
Nope. If I have a reason to cry, I'll cry. :P I don't do it much though.

Can you last in a relationship for over 6 months?
I don't know, I've never tried. But I'm pretty sure I could.

Do you want to get married?
Why yes!

Do you want kids?
Yep yep yep!

Does age matter in a relationship?
Depends. Once you reach a certain age it doesn't matter.

What do you think of abortion?
I don't agree with it. I'm pro-choice, but that's just because I think people should be able to choose to do what they want, even if it's horrible. Plus, people are going to do it anyway and I don't want women killing themselves and their children.

Do you get jealous easy?
Not really. And I usually talk myself out of it within the first few minutes of feeling it. :D

Have you ever loved somebody and not told them?
Um, not love. I haven't had the pleasure of loving someone yet in my life. I mean, I love my family, but not in the way you're talking about.

Have you ever had a kiss or more without being in a relationship?
Haha. That's all I've had. And I've had a lot more.

Do you still talk to your ex(s)?
No exs to talk to. :P

Can you still be friends with an ex?
I guess. I wouldn't mind it, but it depends on the other person.

Have you ever fallen for a best friend?
Kind of. I really, really liked my best guy friend in 8th grade. He turned out to be gay. XD

Do long distance relationships really work?
Hmm... I wish I could say yes, but unless sometime the people are going to be able to be together again, then no, it won't work.

Do you think relationships are ever worth it?
They're always worth it. Everyone wants to feel loved.

Have you kissed anybody on your top friends?
(this is for myspace) and No, I haven't. Kissing my cousin, my two friends, my sister, and my friend's husband? No thanks. haha.

How old were you when you had your first kiss?
Gah, fucking 17. Took long enough, I say. :D

Do you like valentines day?
Haha. No.

Who was your valentine this year?
No one. Rawr.

Have you ever kissed under mistletoe?
Nope.

Are you a controlling boyfriend/girlfriend?
Not that I know of. I don't think I would be. :D

Do you mind when your partner simply looks at other guys/girls?
Naw. I mean, just because I'm with someone doesn't mean Paul Walker will still be HOTT! haha.

Do you still flirt with other people while in a relationship?
I don't flirt. haha. So I guess, I wouldn't while in a relationship.

Did your ex ever confess how much they liked you?
Sigh. No exs to confess anything.

Did your best friend like the way your ex treated you?
No exs. Blargh.

Has your ex dated anybody since you?
*points above*

What's something your ex and current boyfriend/girlfriend have in common?
*point above* Gah.

Well, that's it. Kinda boring.... Whatev. haha.

Peace out. :D
Love,
turdlock.

My hair and being grossed out. AKA Death is the theme for '09

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Thu, 25 Jun 2009 23:37:05 GMT

Movie Star Death is happening a lot this year. Last year (or was it '07 I can't remember) was family seizers. Like we need more of those.

Oh well.

I got a call about 30 minutes ago from my sister. She was like "two people died" and I was like "omg who?" I was totally thinking it was someone we knew! But it wasn't, it was Fara Fawcett (spelled right? I don't know) and Michael Jackson. Michael Jackson. MJ totally stole Fara's thunder. (that was actually what my sister said when I was like "Michael Jackson died!" after she told me) Dang, I'm not really that sad or anything, but that sucks that they died. And it's a little scary considering my mother is 53. :( Well, it's nothing new to be worrying over my mother, since I've been doing it since 3rd grade. :(

Also, in other news, YouTube is ditching the old Channel layout and getting it's new one that was Beta for a while. I personally don't like it, but whatev. There's nothing I can do about it, and hey, maybe the kinks will be sorted out. I tried it out when it was just starting and I didn't like it. I hope some of the awesome youtubers I've grown to love won't get pissed and leave. Dang, I'll start crying. ....not really, but what ev. :D

Sigh. I just noticed how ditzy the first of my post sounded. XD Man, I am such a ditzy type person, even though I've tried not to be. Haha. Well, whatev, I'll just be me. It's not like I'm trying to impress anyone. :D

Well, I think that's all. Just thought I'd put up at post on my thoughts of the Dieing Stars. Right after the Kill Bill guy too. I'm really sorry I like him, but I can't think of his name for the life of me and I'm too lazy to look. My ADD will take me away from this if I leave for a moment. XD

Welp, in the words of King Mickey, that's all.

♥
Turdlock

P.S. The Subject of the post refers to how when my hair isn't straightened it waves just a bit like Fara's and MJ's face grossed me out when I watched a news cast about his death.

And this isn't going to be friends only. Why? I wanted to and the Writer's Block is stupid for me to answer today. "When's the last time you stayed up all night... etc." C'mon, do you know me LiveJournal! Half of my posts are made at like 4 to 8 in the morning. XD

Writer's Block: Week in Review

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Sun, 21 Jun 2009 22:04:57 GMT

What's the best thing that happened to you this past week?

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Ohhh! Dude, this question came at a great week! :D

1: TUESDAY WAS MY 19TH BIRTHDAY! :D
2: I gots me a tattoo! It's pretty with three swords in a heart! (look to the entry below this one.) Dude, I totally didn't even flinch. I'm so badass. :D
3: My sister FINALLY went down to Georgia with me! My cousin Greg got married to this super pretty and nice girl and Ashley (my sister, look at the icon, that's her) and her bf Justin went with me to go to the wedding. Ashley hasn't been to Georgia to visit my dad's family in over 10 years. It was nice to have her there, since I'm awkward around my Dad's family most of the time.

Yep, last week was great. :D This week will probably be okay, but whatev. :D

Oh looky, I gots me a Tattoo!

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Fri, 19 Jun 2009 16:57:07 GMT

Dude! Gues what I got two days ago?

A Tattoo! Ain't I just awesome? :D Here's some pictures! :D

There it is. The heart was taken from the "Three Of Swords" card in my tarot deck. It mean a decision that both choices are hurtful ones. Yeah, I just though it looked pretty. XD :D

Welp (in the words of King Mickey) that's all. :D I'm so badass right now. :D

Eh, this is not going under friends only just for the heck of it. XD

Oh! Look at my icon! Axel is a lovefool for Roxas. :D I vant to hug him!

Writer's Block: Grimm Question

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Fri, 05 Jun 2009 05:31:09 GMT

What was your favorite fairy tale as a child?

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Beauty and the Beast. Hands down. :D I guess if you mean book fairy tales it would be Hansel and Gretle. (spelled wrong probably) :D I wasn't into Fairy Tales as much as some though, since I was always into Witches and Vampires, and I watched Scary Movies because of my sister. It makes me laugh when I seen people who think they are "goth". I don't think I am any more, but I was totally more goth than most when I was five. Seriously, my favorite movies were The Witches and the Nightmare Before Christmas, and I knew everything there was to know about Child's Play even though it scared the shit out of me. My friends were playing "animals" and stuff like that while I was pretending to be a witch and/or Vampire Princess. It was not an abnormal thing to see me with red lipstick down the corner of my mouth like it was blood. XD

Oh, Em, FUCKING, Gee!

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Fri, 13 Mar 2009 11:11:12 GMT

I know no one that reads my journal care, BUT. Holy fucking SHIT! The new Naruto manga totally mind raped me. If someone had been in the room with me, they would have probably had to tie me down and call the white coats. I was spitting foul language like a drunken sailor and I took like five minutes to fall back on my bed and start kicking my legs in the air like a fucking idiot.

Words cannot descibe how much I adore this chapter! I want to find Kishimoto and be his love slave, JUST for this chapter. Oh fuck! I wanna go have sex with a hot guy now just so I can ride the wave of fucking AWESOMENESS! Really, I may have to go look up some porn! *dies* I don't even think Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep can reach the height I have put this Naruto manga chapter on! Even if Ven turns out to be Roxas. Really! I can not wait unitl next week! I want.... no NEED to read the chapter! I can't deal with this!! Oh fuck!!! FUCK! SHIT!

Minato Naminkaze, the greatest anime/manga character to ever be created has ACTUALLY MADE AN APPEARENCE!! *bursts with awesomeness* AND HE TELLS NARUTO THAT NARUTO IS HIS SON!!!!!! OH MY GOSH THIS IS SO FUCKING AMAZING!!!! You can tell how excited I am, since I hate all caps.

I can't even say anymore without repeating what I just said. Onto something else.

Pein is so going to die. His Akatsuko cloak came half way off, so yeah, he's a gonner. Poor guy. NOT! Gah, I see Nagato (his real form) and I want to throw up on my computer. BLARGH.

8 TAILS NARUTO?!?!!?!?! Fucking awesome! Really, no fur or skin, but there's muscle there! It's all omg, ya know?

I hope Hinata survives. Because if Naruto doesn't get with her then he has to get with Sasuke, which I don't think Kishi will do. Maybe if I went and became his love slave, like I was thinking of doing..... hmmmmmm..... mmmmmmaaaayyyyyybbbeeeee. XD

Final thoughts?

New Naruto chapter is so great it makes me want to have sex.
Pein's gonna die sometime soon in the manga.
Kishi may be not that good looking, but he might get a love slave soon.
I might be able to go to Disney World durring late May after Kaila's wedding.

And I type really really fast when I am SUPER excited and happy.

LOVE,
Turds.

Writer's Block: Adult Onset

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Fri, 20 Feb 2009 13:15:34 GMT

Putting legal definitions aside, at what age do you think someone can really be considered an adult?

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It's completely different for everybody. But nothing younger then 16(even that's stretching). My little cousin is 15 and pregnant. She is very close to her boyfriend and they are going to take care of the baby. Half the time she is more mature than I am (at 18) but other times her teenage nature comes out and she's an emotional brat. Truely I'd have to say 20 as the adult age. You're still a teen even when you're concidered legally an adult.

My cousin's mother, the same cousin who is pregnant, had her older sister (my Best Friend) when she was 15. She didn't take care of the baby and when she had her second child, the Pregnant 15 year old, she was not a very good mother. She's NOT a very good mother. She is perpetually stuck at the maturity she had when she was 16 or 17. I have faith in my little cousin that she will be better than her mother, since she has had her mother as an example of what she could become.

So even when you are 33, you may not be an adult. My cousin sure isn't. It depends on how you've grown up. I like to consider myself as an adult, but I have my moments. :D

Writer's Block: Infamous

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Mon, 08 Dec 2008 04:45:17 GMT

Today is known to some as the Day of Infamy, in commemoration of what happened at Pearl Harbor on December 7, 1941. In your lifetime, what date sticks out as the most memorable in terms of world events?

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Well, I guess the most obvious one would be 9:11. (September 11th, 2001) Really, I've only lived a small bit of what others have lived. (18 years) And though I care a whole lot about every little person, world events don't stand out that much for me. I care but everything is so impersonal. I mean, most of the time I feel more connected to a character in a book or anime than in the people who were involved in a world event. Mostly because, what do we really know about the people who were involved? I'd liked to know about the people and not just what happened and how many died. Just numbers makes it seem unimportant, no matter how high those numbers are.

Well, that's pretty much it. Woo.

Writer's Block: Time Capsule

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Tue, 22 Jul 2008 21:05:06 GMT

You are allowed to place three items from your lifetime into a box that will be opened in fifty years. What do you put in, and why?

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First! A huge CD case full of the kind of popular songs that are really very good. I sometimes wish I could hear music from a long time ago, but only the VERY popular songs are what I can find. I'm sure they had to be some fantastic stuff that never got really popular. :D

Second! Copies of Fictionpress, and FanFiction.net stories. Who wants to forget wonderful stories like Queen Of Glass, Leaving the Light, Interrogame, Door Number Two, Saving Connor, and A Personal Matter? I guess it's a little nerdy, but I spend so much time there. :D

Third! A digital camera with pictures of just walking down the street, random buildings, people and friends, frequently visited places, the most popular hang outs around town. You can see everything that's changed. What buildings wre torn down, and things like that. :D

Woot. :D Yepp.

Writer's Block: My Userpics

logan_tadpoie@yahoo.com — Thu, 19 Jun 2008 02:52:10 GMT

What was your first LiveJournal usericon and why? Why did you select your current default userpic?

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Haha. Well. It was this AOL icon from The Used website. XD It was okay though. It was right after my cousin/friend got The Used CD "In Love and Death" I really hadn't listened to them too much, but I fell in love with that CD. :D I love them a lot now. haha. I thought I was so awesome. haha. The Oldest one I have now is my "YES!" one. :D I can't remember where I got it. XD I wish I did so I could credit. :D

I picked the default I have now because I made it myself. It's my eye too. :D And it's the only really unbaised one. You can't really judge too much from it, ya know. Like this entry might only be looked at becasue it's got Naruto and Sasuke about to kiss. Or it would be simply looked over because the person hates Anime, or they're homophobes, or hate the NaruSasuNaru pairing, or hate Naruto in general, or hates yoai Fangirls. :D Personally, I'm not a yaoi fangirl, though I like some pairings. haha. :D I judge, even though I can't help it. I hate that I do it. So my default is what it is so people who choose to not look, or look at my profile/journal do it not because of my intrests. I like almost everything. I want my personality judged, not what I like. :D

HEY! Guess who's a legal Adult now! XD I can vote. :P